My heart ached today, for those relationships that I have failed to develop. I'm going away soon, and when I do, how much regret will I have that I was not as close to those I love as I would like?
One of the strongest arguments in favor of scrapping my plans to go away to school is that it would disrupt my church life. I love my church, I love it! I love the people, I've invested myself into it, and to leave all that for a year or two is going to be tough. Not to mention that me leaving increases the chances dramatically that when I get a job it won't be in this area. Though that would be my dream.
I get to sleep in tomorrow, in other news.


6 Comments:
Whither goest thou?
Merry
My heart's aching too, because they've all went away now. It's sweet to know we're close, have strong relationships. Funny how quickly we run for band-aids when we're hurting. I'm feeling alone, so I get on the computer and hope something interesting is happening there...
Crystal
Ha ha! Let's see, I'm getting up at 7 tomorrow, that would be 5 your time. I think I'll give you a ring just to impart a friendly "good morning!"
Tom
I don't know Merry, I don't know. I'll let you folks know, though, when I send off my applications. That'll narrow it down.
and for such a long, long time you argued with me about how much better oregon, particularly our area, is than the rest of the USA. btw, i adore this state now.
what happened to you?
Q
The eyes of the blind shall be opened!
Ag
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