What do you know for sure?

I know that I’m not the center of the universe.

But it sure feels like God is sort of guiding events in Byran’s favor.

I’ve been thinking about this thing of sharing my faith pretty seriously for quite awhile. And now, all of the sudden, stuff is happening to teach, challenge, and strengthen me in that area.

I’d come to the conclusion that I needed to be better equipped to share my faith.

So lo and behold I hear a great talk on the subject, I get some practical ideas from the speaker, and now…now there’s this “Slay the Giants” week at CRU where we’re encouraged to step out of our comfort zone and actually make some real goals about sharing our faith in the next week.

It’s very, very exciting. I can’t wait to see what God is going to do, even though when it comes right down to it, there will be some tough moments, some uncomfortable times for sure.

Then on the way home someone (was it God or Satan?) brought to mind an incident years ago where I was deceitful. I deflated like a cheap beach ball. My face literally flushed.

I just wonder if it was Satan.

If it was God, then I thank Him for bringing something that needed to be dealt with to my mind.

It’s sort of odd to think that I don’t know if a thought was from God or Satan. Sometimes my conscience—tending toward the oversensitive—makes me wonder about things like that. I really have no way of telling. Or maybe I do. I don’t know.