My inbox is getting out of control. 160 messages, with no sign of relief.

To log in at the Dixon Rec Center at OSU, you have to give a person your ID card, which they slide through a card reader and immediately return to you.

Today, I walked up to the counter “womanned” (sorry about the PC joke there) by a pretty girl. And there was this guy talking to her.

I always enjoy observing casual guy/girl interactions on campus, so as I walked up there I got to thinking about that or the girl or something…

I had my wallet in my hand, opened it up, and gave her my debit card. Didn’t even think, just the first card I put my hand on.

I was amused.

I’m so excited. So much uncertainty though, so much that could change. So much that has changed.

When I look back at my collegiate journey and even further back at my collegiate dreams, I (and this goes without saying) never could have guessed it. I’ve nearly come full circle. But the place that God has led me to right now is so full of promise, so energizing. The possibilities seem endless and the thought of them wonderful.

It’s obviously not all this happy. Things could go wrong, I could easily burn out, but from where I sit now, it’s all good.

Is God behind it? I wish/hope/think so.

Sorry for the stupid keeping you in suspense. It’s just that I want to vent so bad, but I don’t want to throw stuff out there in case it falls through (which I, in essence have done). I’ve done that plenty of times and I don’t really like the feeling. I do apologize, because it’s stupid I know.

But then again, that’s what great writers do. Ha ha.